Crazy box

I think I need a crazy box.
When I go sideways, and start thinking sideways thoughts, or have self-loathing fits of fanatical proportions, or have enormous doubt about the fundamental structure of my life,
I can write it down all crazy-like, with big looping letters and Ex!Cla!Ma!Tion! Points!1!!, or draw a picture of anger (I remember once [...]

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Cold water to the face

My commute has recently had to change extensively. The city I live in has some of the poorest urban planning I’ve ever seen, with only a handful of open corridors to get from one part of the city to another — everything else is cut off by natural formations, railroad tracks, or snobby rich neighborhoods [...]

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Nude modeling

My favorite part about nude modeling so far is that the very first person to  leave a comment on my online photos was totally my mom.

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Clarification

I wanted to clarify something I said in this post, since I think it can be misinterpreted, and it’s sort of making me wince when I read over it. That post was not very coherent, organized, or thought-out; I hadn’t blogged in a while, and wanted to, but didn’t really want to take the time [...]

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Snarky

The “owner” of my place of employment is an old weird dude. He’s pretty gregarious, and eccentric, and shmoozes an awful lot. He’s very grandfatherly with me, which is okay but weird, since I know he can be a big stinky old man crankerpuss to everybody else in the office. I think he doesn’t pull [...]

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