Feeds:
Posts
Comments

Posts Tagged ‘dreams’

Bad dreams

Two nights ago, I dreamed the Obamas were our neighbors. They had a nice house, and were awfully friendly. The bear and I went to the fair, and while bear was on a ride, I ran into Barack Obama. He was going to give me either a one-arm-around-my-shoulders kind of informal hug, or a friendly [...]

Read Full Post »

I have been thinking about my emotions lately, how they seem to be more pointed lately, bigger, harder to shake. Memories come up and make me nauseous instead of annoyed. Every time I find myself struggling to describe how I feel, I try replacing every long-winded explanation with the word “anger” and find it fits, [...]

Read Full Post »

02/2008 Part II

I am busy to death. My desk is like a bad imitation of a real desk, teetering piles of paper, staplers of no apparent purpose or design, four half-full lukewarm cups of coffee and I am not going to throw away a single one because I might NEED them. I am too busy to think, [...]

Read Full Post »

My work schedule has just been foul and perverse. I used to have trouble with figuring out how to use my free time at home, wondering if I wasn’t being productive enough, not doing cool enough things. Now I just get home and collapse and there is no crowbar in the world that can get [...]

Read Full Post »